Note #20

In The Name of Allah, The creator of us all...

Recently 

We gain some, and we lose some .. I live believing in this order..

and .. always been worried whenever i got good things/news one after another..

What happened to me, in one week period, i am accepted into university, got a call for interview, passed my JLPT N5 exam.

at the same time.. i lost my 16GB pendrive, there's another thing i lost,  *forgot what it was*

I noticed something, even though i lost something really precious, that pendrive contain my job application letters and other things, i kinda able to let it go. Surely sad, but it didn't bother me as much as it used to.

Allah always so gracious, He give me three things and took only 2 things from me. Praised upon Him for everything, Alhamdulillah *unlimited*

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Work/ Study 

I'm still volunteering at the science center. 2-3 days a week. Yesterday i went for a medical check up for university registration. So expensive T___T it's RM90. But the good thing is, my current height is 158cm, 2-3 cm taller than i thought i was.. lol..

This is the 2nd week after my interview. I was about to give up on the post, but today, met azizi and he told me something that return my hope. lol, i'm sure he's not lying, but i am such a paranoid to feel good about it, azizi told me what he heard, but i don't want to interpret it. ahaa.. yes, now i am complicated beings..

Mom told me to work first and do part time study. If i got the job, that's what i'm going to do. Not sure if i can part time my study, but going to try first. My brother is doing part time study while working and i really admire him. Of course, he's really busy.

My current status now is a NEET with plans. *lame*

I will register for my MSc first, if i really got the job, i'll postpone my study and go for work. If i don't get it, I'll become a student again and continue my volunteer work at the science center in weekdays, and classes on weekend. Only my plan, I hope either one work, I pray to be given the best for me at the right time. amiin..InsyaAllah..

Foot Note #1

Just drop by to say i'm alive.

i've something to do making my time online limited (still a NEET).

n about the interview mentioned earlier, i got in.

in orientation week now.

Gotta tell all about it later.

Pls come n read again this sunday or monday. It's a promise of course.

Tq for whoever spent the time viewing my blog.

Note #8

It's 22nd of September, My bro's and sis' birthday. I wish them happiness and barakah in their life. May Allah bless u always. ^^

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Today, i'm done with my first job interview. I met an unexpected person today, and yesterday. But today, wasn't as exciting as the person i met yesterday. But the interviewer asked me if i know her. "I innocently answer yes, she's my jr. " I can't really explained what happen in there, but i let out my otaku-ness. One of the interviewer pointed out my ability to speak japanese. I answer with confidence that i can engage everyday conversation and giving direction in the language. That's my only strong point, but my friend afchan impressed the by doing the introduction of the place in japanese, so she skipped the part where we're needed to pick an object and describe about them. Perhaps i made a grave mistake, i answer a question without firm knowledge, i didn't say i don't know, and it turns out WRONG! Fufufu, i made mistakes. The interviewer are so warm and welcoming, but i believe they'll picked us properly based on our communication skill which i think not at all my strong point, which i think the one i desperately need to polish. I gotta study about communication and presentation skills more from my SV, Prof L. Suddenly i recall the mickey mouse and water. I miss my sv.

Apparently, the interview drained me out. I went with no courage, once i reached the place, i feel so wanting to join the family, they're warm, and we received at least twice good luck wishes from the staff who wandering around. Somehow their welcoming attitude made me feel at ease. Looking at them, i feel like" ah, it's good if i can say something to ease other people like that". Well to do that, not necessarily only when working there. I mean, i want to practice a good way off communicating with ppl. Rather than competing, i would love to work together, and achieve something. Okay, am i sounded like an noncompetitive person now? I'm sure competition is important, but i prefer team work, and at the same time will not give up to be a dependent person. 

For the time being, i haven't found where's my passions are, i only at the stage to recognize the value i want to practice in working places, among anyone i meet. May everyone who came,and coming into my life will teach me something. InsyaAllah..

Note #6

I was half asleep beside Amina today when the call came. Picked it up messily and manage to glance at the caller. Got *doki2 **kincho when noticed it isn't listed in phone memory. Perhaps my brains work miraculously fast, that i prepared to answer it calmly. So it was from the part time job i applied. They asked me to attend the interview on 22nd Sept, this Saturday. Alhamdulillah, i'm lucky.

Then not long after that, Afchan also received the call. We are going there together. I think we're possibly be in same session, or not.. Me at 1130 and her at 12. I'm thinking to look around at career carnival held at Midvalley after that. Only if the time and Afchan have no problem with it. Shall pray hard and prepare well for the interview, this will be my 1st interview for job hunting. Hoping to be given the opportunity, insyaAllah.

*onomatopoeia of heart beat,  
**nervous


ps: for while, i almost forgot my intention to further study~ :O