It's changing isn't it, the last digits on calendars(for us malaysian, we put the year at the end).
So, i wonder if i am changing too. At first, i don't feel anything about new year, this year is differ than the previous. i'm alone. Now i feel anxious, worry, well, yeah, a women does care about age rite, i'm turning twenty..err..let''s not mention it. But it's increasing. I should have increase my ability, my knowledge too, but i don't know...
These things keep on bothering me. I'm having problems with my confidence level. I'm not a kid nor teenagers anymore, i should stop act like one. I'm an adult, and about to finish my study. Did i mention that i'm graduating this year? Well, please pray for me, if Allah's will, i'll have my first degree before the end of 2012. I am worried about my future. will i be able to further my study? or will i be able to get a job? i dunno, i really want to do something i love to after these years struggling and trying to love things that i once threw away..the results, emm.. i can't really explain it. No word seems suitable to express it.
People, we are about to enter another year, another phase of our life. So i hope we'll get through it better than this year. May Allah always blessed us..Amiin..
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