The area of earth surface is 510,072,000 km², said by wiki. Large in term of distance, but small in connection.. This world is indeed small especially when it involved famous people, i mean, popular people. I had a friend. She was my friend, i dunno what we are now since i decide to be far fro her. She was my first friend when i was in new place after secondary school. I was the one who talk to her first, we become friend- both of us starting to make other friends- i start to draw my existence from her. That was the end of us, only less than a year it all happen.
Once, after few years of the incident, i told my other friend(who completely not related to the friend i mentioned earlier) about this, i told her about me step out of someone's life even we were just ordinary friend ( not even best friend). Then she said, " awak macam jauh hati je dgn dia.." The comment make me think.. i was that small.. i have such a small heart so i become that..
Like i said, this world is small. A friend could relate to another friend, and to the other one till it become a long chain of friendship..or at least someone you know. A guy from my friend list on facebook shared a photo, the photo of my former friend, it was her, the one that i decide to not know. She's married now, i bet she's living a fairly comfortable and stable life with her beloved husband. She's cute, everyone love her, but i have a reason for not love her. She was someone i am fated to meet in the past, or might be the future too.. we simply don't know about such thing. Barakallah.
To meet someone who you wanna be friend with but they don't want you is kinda hurt. I always remember to keep the distance, from anyone, even the closest one. It'll be less hurtful ..maybe, maybe not..
#welcome april
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