Note #44 : Why i blog?

In the name of Allah

I’ve started this blog without specific objective, or, without objective at all. Back then, in 2009, i was just finished my freshman year in university, i stayed back t take the short course during semester break. I randomly asked my friend about blog, and become interested in this one blog. Dammit’s blog is always so inspiring and i always anticipate for new entries. Then i started my own blog. Writing mostly about things i experience, not interesting at all, mostly just ranting about life.

Looking back to my old entries, i do look foolish with what i wrote back then, i was so childish, so airheaded and immature. But i’m not the type of person to erase the old me. I want to forget some of my past, but i really can’t erase what i was. I just erase people i don like in my past, not myself. My old self is just to be forgotten and fix. Oh i am so difficult being.

Recently, my entries are written in english(sorry for broken one). In 2013, i gain many international friend. Feels like, i want to write something they can understand. Even though they don’t even know about my blog, but i want people in other countries to get what i write. I love to write in malay. I still love ranting in malay tho.

Again, where is this talk heading to..

Oh, alrite, here;s my piece of thought. Sometimes, i used to think about things happening around me a lot. Sometimes, the idea is there, like, there's definitely something better can be done instead of this. Situation could definitely be better if we do this instead of that. You know, such thing that u have it in your mind but never blurt it out in words. I often encountered such situation. I'm such a coward, i can't say things straight, i often keep it to myself. I often have problem with throwing out ideas. So here, at least, i would want to blurt out ideas from my little brain. Roughly, that's what i want.

I am not even known for blogging, not even close to popular. But even if there's one person read one entry from my blog, and that person gain something, i feel contented already. I want to spread nice words or if i can deliver some useful, informative things, a piece of inspiration(as if i am so inspired T_T), that would be really meaningful. I love to read dammit’s blog(one of my favorite blog) because his writing is so wise, and i will reflect each time i read. I might write my entries in 2 languages after this. Of course malay and english.

=) kuroneko