Note #3

In the name of Allah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim..

Remember i told about my proposal application? Now i'm done with it. Sent to the potential supervisor and got the reply. There are different versions of this application thingy, someone told me I've to find the sv first, have him/her read my proposal, sort everything out then apply. What i was told by the lecturer, she told me to apply, let see if i meet all the requirements and got accepted, the sv will come after that. I was so paranoid thinking of all the possibilities, I've infected by 'what-if' syndrome now.

So i decide to just do as told, ah, but the application fees is cost something.. -__-" So i haven't apply, I'll take sometime to calm down. Btw, it'll take sometime bcs i need to get referees for my application..gotta contact my last sv to get it. My head in a mess.

Leave that aside, i'm trying on job hunting too. Most of the jobs appeared for application requires experience, at least 1 year. Where do i get that experience? I only have 2 month internship experience. Gotta  include it in resume. I wish to do something related to environment, i'm interested. Few encourage the fresh graduates to apply. I will try my luck.

I have to do many things. The mess with the mentioned applications make me forgot about JLPT. I still need to look for the exam format, the questions, the syllabus. My books seems to be quite hard to understand. I need aid from the internet sources for my revision, also i might contact sensei for grammatical problems. Will use the internet wisely while it's still here. I've 2 month before JLPT.

Maybe there are still a lot in me, can't find the proper word to flow it out. I end it here for today. Until next time.

ps: since i've change my blog title (Notes of a NEET), i'm going to count my entries with numbers. it's troublesome to think of the title. This is note 3, this should be note #1 and note #2